A Saint Joseph’s University senior shares her experiences of living on campus as an RA, while dealing with a compromised immune system during the COVID-19 pandemic. She shares that while many experiences have been fearful, she feels hope from the SJU community.
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If you are experiencing any personal or social effects due to fear on or off campus, the university has resources that can help, including:
The Office of Student Outreach and Support ( the SJU COVID website ( if you are experiencing food insecurity, HawkHub ( The Bias Activity Review Group, which connects to Public Safety ( CAPS (610-660-1090); TitleIX titleIX@sju.edu; REPP (*confidential support) 610-733-9650 (24 hr. Peer Helpline); or SJU Public Safety 610-660-1111.
A complete transcript of the video reads as follows:
[So, I am a senior at Saint Joe’s. I am an RA in a freshman dorm, so I’m in LaFarge this year. I definitely get nervous. So, I have Chrons, which is an autoimmune disease, so that means that I’m a little bit more vulnerable than other people are, and my immune system is a little bit more knocked down. So, that always stresses me out. There’s still always that reminder that, like, as well as we’re doing, one person can get sick, and it get, like maybe only one person sick, or it get like 45 people sick, like you just never know. I hate not being in control, and I think that is my biggest fear or stressor- is like not being in control of what others do. And, I think that that has obviously been exacerbated by, like, corona, and other people reporting it or people thinking that its not that bad. Its something that is lways in the back of my mind. Sometimes, it’s more at the forefront. But, I’m always nervous about getting it because I don’t really know how my body’s going to react to it. Every day I feel like throws me a new curve ball, but today I definitely feel hopeful. And, I mean, everyday there have been people, like- even as small as the comment that they’re not going to see people for, like, a few days before they see me, I’m like “Okay!” You know what I mean? People may not take it seriously for themselves, but they’ll take it seriously for other people.]